Today I feel so down. To be frank I'm emotionally, physically and mentally tired of what had happen to me. I'm on the verge of giving everything up! But Maurice, my senior told me that, never say give up because that words doesn't exist in my life at all. I know that but the people surrounding me, makes me want to give up everything that I've done. Some people whom I really treat them as my good friends are hurting me day by day deeper and deeper. They are hurting me emotionally, physically and mentally. I'm in the state of depressed. My mind is so mixed up with other things. I'm about to explode anytime. I wonder why these types of people do exist in this world. They don't deserve to be here, they deserve to be somewhere else which is far far away from here. They should learn on how to become a good person to their loved ones. I guess, they don't consider me as one of their loved ones. That is so obvious. Sometimes, the people whom we are closed with, is the people who will hurt us more than anyone else. It is the fact. We put high hopes on them but then, they just ruined it. They ruined everything! I guess, if I'm gone, they will not notice it because I ain't important to them as they ill-treated me. So much of saying, "I will be there for you whenever you need me" my foot! So much of that uhh! A true friend will never do that to someone that treat as a best friend. They will never do that. But look, what happen to me really makes me wanna give up. It got to do with friendship and project. Project is always the main thing for us to get in misunderstanding state. I really dislike project, I rather doing individual project rather than in group. Group project is annoying! Oh well, what to do? ALLAH, has given me obstacles during these holly month. My task is to complete his obstacles and learn from it. Every human does mistake every single minute is just that whether they realize it or not. Oh well, I need to be strong. One obstacles done and for sure another obstacles will come anytime. This is life. Life isn't easy. It just that whether we are smart enough to go through all the obstacles and learn from it. And also be a good person to everyone especially to our parents and HIM, ALLAH.

Waalaikumussalam