i'm at school doing nothing. i can't wait for school to end. i hate every monday because there's bunch of idiots will test my patience even more. please spare a thought for me. i beg you guys. today is the dateline of my final year project. i've printed the papers. my heart beating very fast than usual. i don't know why. grrr.. somebody help me! i want to kill myself now. i don't know where's my group members are. they are busy with their own things. i feel so fucked up now. help me someone! i'm starting to have headache now. i hate this. i'm fasting, i don't want to be angry. you guys are testing my patience. please stop what you are doing. spare a thought for me please. pretty please. i feel like crying. i feel like doing something stupid. i feel like going back home. i feel like giving up. grrr! i need someone! anyone?! ahhh! i don't know what to do. my brain is blank now. cant think of anything right now. sigh.. i need a rest for now. can i? AH!