Wednesday, August 18, 2010
♥ 8:04 AM
Morning everyone.
I've slept for like 3 hours and I woke up at 2 am due to nightmare. I shall not elaborate more about my stupid nightmare. After I woke up, I can't get back to sleep. I hate when I can't get back to sleep. So, I sat hugging my beloved pillow and stare at the empty space like an idiot. Ha ha.. Then somebody came to my rescue and get rid of my boredness away. Well, he can't sleep too. At least I have somebody to talk too. Well, I think he knows that I'm thinking of something that makes me have a weird nightmare and kept thinking about it. And he asked me, what is your mind thinking? So, I told him what's my mind is thinking. Well, I felt good after sharing with him. I felt relieved. Actually, its nothing big. The main reason I can't sleep, I think I miss my father. Well, raya is coming soon, and suddenly the feeling of having a father during the raya month came. But I felt better after talking to him. But my eyes still wide open. Very weird. Then I told him there's a guy in school whom I think is scary to hang out with. I don't know why I think of him that way. Well, I shall not say the person name. Well, I think he is scary. He kept calling me small sister and all his status is about me. And everywhere I go, I will definitely see him. This is scary. Like as if he knows where I'm going. And he will talked to me in a very weird tone. Like the other day in school during the YOG thingy at the school stadium. Suddenly in no where, he came and sat beside me and hang out with my friends. And kept calling me "adik". When did he become my brother? On gosh! And I get to know, not only me he kept doing that, even my there's 2 of my classmates he did that. I've no idea what he is thinking. But to me, he's scary. Till everything that he put at this facebook will have my name on it. And I think he is a stalker. And he will flood my facebook wall with his comment but I've removed it. And like the other day, he asked for my number but I didn't give it to him. Actually he asked for it for quite long time but I don't bother to give him. But thank god, I did not give him my number cause it will be worst. My instinct tell me so. Well, I've blocked that person for now. Phew! And now, he tries to disturb one of my friend. Well, be prepared for it alright! I don't wish to see him at school. Whenever I see him or I hear his voice, I will hide. This is what I will do. Okay, stop talking about this stalker. It makes feels even more scared whenever I talked about him or even hear his name been said. Hmmm... I still can't sleep. I think I've ate something weird last night and I don't know what it is and kept going to the ladies often this morning and its sucks. Ha ha! Today will be breaking fast at causeway point with my younger sister. My middle sister will be breaking fast with her friends and my mum will be breaking fast at her work with her friends. Left me and my younger sister. So amirah, be prepared to see what kind of food she will be ordering. Ha ha! So yah, till here then. Will write soon.
Bye!
&taking pictures makes me happy.
