NUR AMIRAH

Monday, August 30, 2010

♥ 5:13 AM

I'm really pissed off with two persons. Well, I've texts them for some urgent matter, its good that they replied but it a waste of time. They are giving me excuses. This is BULLSHIT! Well, you are the one who want to do this so called bizarre project. Well, this is not regarding my pm1 group or even my dementia group. This is regarding something else that I don't wish to elaborate. Please be considerate will you? Don't be selfish. Being selfish doesn't bring you anywhere. I feel like giving up with these two persons. Well, who do you think I am? Your slave? Or even worst, your scapegoat? Oh well, like I always predicted, history repeats itself again. Well, try to be in my shoes, will you be like me now? I bet you will! Please stop giving all this bullshit. This ain't good. Once you guys told me that, let's do this together and be proud of it. AHA! How about now? Are you proud? I only asked for helped but non have the heart to helped me. Well, you know about this project, so, please have the initiative to asked how are things for the project. Non of you did! You guys just kept quiet and do your bloody own thing! At times, I feel like giving up but then come to think again, this is for my own good. If you guys think this so called, project is not important, you should have told me earlier. If not, I won't do this. I'm doing this for the sake of the both of you. Understand? Yes, I know we are close friends but that doesn't mean you can do this to me. I may be easy to push around but everything has their own limit. But I think, this is over the limit! Oh well, why this must be happening? And ya, you guys don't even to bother to pick up my calls or even replied to my urgent message but I guess to you guys this calls or text are not urgent. Well, I got the better idea of putting your phone so that you won't hear it ringing. GO AND BURY THEM OR THROW THEM TO YOUR FAR-FAR AWAY LAND! What is for, for having a hand phone? Answer calls and text. But what are they doing? AVOIDING MY CALLS! This is what they are doing. Guys, please be more considerate. I've a lot of things to do. If this thing keep going on, I will have to step out from this bloody project. Don't think I don't dare to do that. I will do what I've mentioned. You have known me for about 2 years plus, don't tell me you still don't know about me? If you are, please get lost from my life! Well, I think I've done enough bitching about you guys. So, what are you waiting for? DO YOUR BLOODY PART OF THE WORK! DON'T SIT THERE DOING NOTHING!

Okay, thanks for letting me bitching about you guys early in the morning. I've appreciate it a lot!
Bye!

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